I’m so happy I’m not a depressed mess anymore. Yeah I feel sad sometimes but I don’t take it out on others I got my confidence back and I genuinely feel happy more often then I feel sad. I’m not hopeless and I deserve what I have, I’m better than good enough. I can confidently say Chase and I are the luckiest because we have each other no more for one or the other. and a year ago from ow i wouldn’t have believed that i could ever be this person.
I’ve read over 100 pages of art historical blabber about Man Ray and Lee Miller. Don’t get me wrong their relationship and art work is fascinating, however, I dont need all f this for a silly 5 page paper. My eyes hurt, I’m hungry, sleepy, and want to be snuggled and not be in the library. I am aware I am being a whiny bitch.
it's 4am and my brother is belligerent and keeping the whole house up
You’re 24 which is old so act like an adult you nudist drunk fuck. I may have found this amusing is you didn’t wake me up at 2am when you stumbled it and then a little before 4 when you rolled off of your bed.
There are no words to describe how much I dislike spending a lot of time with my dad.
Yes, I love him, however, he is so up tight argumentative and always mad that it drives me crazy. Since starting on prozac I have felt like a new person but alas every time I come home and have to spend time with my dad those old feelings of self infliction of pain creeps up on me. When I’m around him all I wasn’t to do is what i’ve worked so hard to quit. Like I said I love my dad and I wont hurt myself but god he makes it hard sometimes: